oh dear Ipad

Hmmm, I need to get into the habit of actually updating this a bit more regularly but there you have it…

 

First off, the light box works good, sorta lifted the mood a bit, a touch more energy, but that doesn’t work so good when the other resident has back pain and irregular hours that you also have to keep. Just leaves you really nastily wiped. Still a  useful thing to have – phillips lightboxes  worth a go!

 

Second, with all the news out there, it’s hard to miss apple have issued the ipad 2. Now, we have a 3g backup modem dongle thingy, and thata out of it’s contract period. So… since we got a free netbook for having that… well I rang up, and they said “oh, okay, yes, would you like a free ipad and a ten gig upgrade on that for what you’re paying now?

 

So… Ipad arrives friday for beth.

 

Must eat more veg, life is dull, feeling crap most of the time for inexplicable reasons, seem to have randomly and without provocation started wearing my hair in a pigtail all the time again and the fridge works great if you defrost it every so often – otherwise it starts to eat electric.

 

Sorry this is all so scattered and random, just not at my best and overstressed I guess

 

I don’t even feel good about the ipad really. Too much shit in the world, feels apocalyptic and makes me feel… like a fraud, useless and frankly like I don’t deserve my existence. Depression. It’s kicking in hard, I keep apologising randomly for no reason.

 

 

Also trying to eat more apples, horrified to realise that I can’t recall if granny smith or bramley is the cooking apple or the eating apple. Nearly had a crying jag in the greengrocers over that

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